you know i seriously may be spited by people for this one but i'm going to be honest....my whole life i've known i've been part asian until just recently i didn't fully realize how much i am.....if you were to look at me you wouldn't think that i'm 25-50% asian would you? nope! but i am and i full believe i'm half even full blooded asian....my fathers family actually comes from mongolia(but we live in turkey) so i am asian but my moms is mixed american(including native american,latino isreali and some white).......well i basically wrote this to say its hard and i mean its hard as fuck going through life knowing what you are yet not looking a single ounce of it..yea i mean i got asian features mainly my eyes but other than that i look fucking italian or what we are mongol-turk..gets evenharder cause i love asian women and my whole life its been so damn hard cause i always get cast aside cause i'm either not a full blood or cause i look white and it hurts it seriiously fucking kills me inside my heart everyday...just wish for once a woman who was asian could look me in the eyes and say you know what i know your asian!!!!every asian dude i know knows im asian they tell in a heartbeat of knowing me but why women????? i don't understand it.....sorry to vent and piss and moan but i've been suffering with this since i was a baby..its a terrible terrible pain that never ceases to go away!!!

so i mean if anyone else knows my pain feel free to comment
cause i know exactly what your going through